The holidays are all about coming home. So many details of life become about family and tradition. Theater’s all over the country pull out A Christmas Carol and Forum pulls out The Last Days of Judas Iscariot. That seems about right.
Sunday night, I had a return. I’ve been up in New York for the past few months starting my time in graduate school. Heading home for Thanksgiving also meant visiting my theatrical family. I knew that I was going to be unable to come back to DC in time to go to a performance of Judas but I knew I couldn’t miss it either. My memories of the final performance were so strong, so emotional. I remember I sat at the house left side of the stage against the wall in some extra chairs we had added for the overflowing crowds. I remember standing there with fellow company members and those who had worked on the show. I remember there being tears.
In theater you usually produce something and say goodbye, forever. It is rare you get a chance to revisit something, and it is rare that you feel the need to. Judas felt like something I needed to experience again.
Walking into the space on Thursday was like taking a trip back in time. The theater repainted since I saw it last, the set I remembered, the lights, the chairs against the wall, the court room out of time. It’s all in my memory, in the past, and it’s currently there again. Then the actors started entering. Some I’d seen more recently than others but, perhaps because of my New York distance, it felt amazing to see them all again in one place. All but one that is, but I got to see Maggie my last trip down and am so excited for her, but Heather is a fantastic replacement, both in terms of her acting skills and her warm spirit that blends so well with the ensemble.
Watching the show, in their first run in the space, was an amazing experience. They were performing both in the past and in the present as they relearn what they know deep inside. I know that as the week goes on the performances will be fresh again and the experience for them and for the audience will be brand new. In that moment though it felt like we were all returning to something together. That something we were returning to was like being home, it was a joy.