Well, first weekend is over and I’m even more excited for more people to see this show. It has been, by far, the most challenging production Forum and I, have ever done. With all the songs, dance, and multiple story levels, I’ve had some serious brain pain over this past month, but it has been a labor most worthy as we have this incredible show (if I may say so–and I do) on our hands. Strangely enough, we have never been more ready for audiences as we were for Marat/Sade, but before I start trying my luck and claiming that we must be getting better at this whole thing, I should point out the tremendous efforts of the cast and crew for really bringing their “A” game on this show. There is a real, palpable effort on that stage that is all due to each actor, designer, technician and company member giving a little of themselves to make it all come together. Thanks, guys—it really shows.

Katy Carkuff as CORDAY, on bench.
We had a bit of a rolling opening for this show as we opened to the public and Fringe go-ers on Thursday, had a performance on Friday, then had most of our alumni and special guests on Saturday. I would have thought that after 2 previews and 2 regular performances, my nerves would have subsided, but Saturday night still had me all nervy. Even after 12 productions, 6 of which I have directed, I am still every bit as pins-and-needles on these opening nights. You have 4-5 weeks where it’s just you, the cast, and various production teammates in the rehearsal room and no matter how much you anticipate the audience seeing the show, nothing prepares you. I try to drill the idea that certain moments must be played to the audience and continually remind the actors and designers where people will be sitting, but it’s those first nights when you actually see and hear them in the room that can change everything. The production had felt so private and intimate when it was just the small group and here we are, opening our doors and inviting all these people in to see what we have done.

Jonathon Church, as SADE, with cabbage as…Mr. Cabbage.
At first, I find myself watching the people in the audience more than the show. Seeing how they react, what they look at, what they respond to. Inevitably, there is always a moment of “why did they laugh at that? Should it be funny?” Or even the moments that were funny to the cast 4 weeks ago resurface and remind us of its humor. After that, I am able to relax somewhat and start prepping for certain moments, hoping they play the way we intended, hoping they delight/shock/titillate where needed. Based on the crowds this weekend, I’d say we were very successful. Thank you to all who have attended and have sent/said such kind words–they are much appreciated.
–Michael